Moving Again

Yeah, you guys must be really annoyed but- I decided to start another blog.... Yeet. But nonetheless an "explanation" is up. Please be understanding and thanks so much for all the love I've been receiving. <3

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CELESTIAL NIGHTS

A new friend walked into my life the other day. Made me smile, made me laugh. I haven't had those pure, sincere emotions for a while. Everyday it feels like I'm hiding myself. Not a lot, but the real me hasn't been shining through. Each of the stars in the sky has a story to tell. Some of the stars are overlooked and don't have a chance to show how wonderful they really are. But, there is a person who'll one day find that star and truly find its presence fascinating. This friend walked into my life. There's something special about him, who made me truly smile brightly for the first time in a while - and I'll truly treasure my new friend.

♢ My Youtube Hiatus ♢ (Why I prefer Blogging)

picture credits belong to original owner (MP)

Helllooooo internet world,

After quite an inner conflict with myself, I made the ultimate decision to take a halt with my YouTube path. I've been so busy with my school and social life, I just couldn't find the time to create more content for my channel. YouTube just started to feel like a chore, and I absolutely hated that because I began YouTube as hobby. Although to begin with, I kinda felt like YouTube just wasn't going to be the right path for me.

If you have watched some of my YouTube videos you can tell I look VERY awkward. Okay sure, I might be a bit awkward in irl, but sometimes filming videos made me feel uncomfortable. It felt weird cause I didn't know what to say or how to act, that's why I like blogging- I can clearly type down all the right words I'm thinking in my head without any regrets.

And good lord let's not forget how time-consuming YouTube editing actually is. Doing YouTube for myself, I have a new profound respect for all YouTubers big and small. Editing the most basic video takes 2 hours+. And then there's always the dreadful process of uploading your video. THE STRUGGLE IS MORE THAN REAL.

For me, I actually do put in quite a bit of effort into my blog but you can honestly publish your blog post in seconds. It's hella convenient, for me at least.

And one more thing, my blog/Youtube kinda got discovered at school (thanks to the hoe who sold me out, you know who you are) and I realized "Dang. My videos are just really embarrassing." I quickly private the videos I wasn't proud of. I also deleted a few blog posts while I was at it cuz I realized how personal they were. Yeah, I wasn't really smart with some of the things I put on the internet. :3

I realize how much more conscious I have to be about what I put on this blog, dang it. But, on the bright side less people actually take the time to read my long-ass blog posts in comparison to watching videos so yay! ^.^

Nonetheless, I will still continue blogging. YouTube- not so much, although I may return to it sometime in the future.

*side note: I was going to have a YouTube collaboration with a fellow Youtuber quite some time ago but cut it off due to my hiatus and lack of inspiration to further my YouTube channel. I'd like to formally apologize to that Youtuber for any inconveniences I have caused.

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On a much happier note,

Happy Birthday to the lovely Miss Mongchin! :)

Her blog MONGABONG has been one of my favorites since I was in Grade 6 and I still read it to this day! (haha okay fyi i'd be in like Form 2 if I still was in Malaysia but here in the U.S I'm already a freshmen so it makes it seem like i'm much older. muahaha.) Her blog posts are always perfect and it's safe to say she has been one of my inspirations for blogging! So to Mong, thank you! :)

Ooh btw, in honour of her bday- Mong is holding a giveaway on her Instagram! You can get all the details on her blog here.
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The Homecoming Struggle:

Ello ello everyone! :) Hope all has been well!

Okay, I legit have no time to myself anymore, I'm like so shook rn. Student Elections were today and I ran for treasurer. I'm suuupppper nervous on the outcome. But that isn't the point, I'm just beating around the bush....

H O M E C O M I N G.....

it's right around the corner.

My gosh... homecoming is probably the most hyped up thing during the entire freshmen year. People start posting proposal pics on Instagram, they start dress shopping, and WILL NOT STOP TALKING ABOUT HC ALL SEMESTER.

I have homecoming on October 18th but, I have no idea who I'm going with. I have quite a few guy friends so I hope one of them asks me. But, from upperclassmen I heard homecoming can get quite inappropriate. That's just all I needed to hear to make me have second thoughts. But you know what? I'm one of those girls who actually has the balls to ask a guy to homecoming. I just don't know what I'm going to do for my proposal- nor whom I'm going to ask. So, I got lots of debating to do. Plus, the dress, the shoes, the makeup... Oh my! But, I legit might wear sweatpants with converse. XD

My First High School Football Game!

Hey everyone! Long time, no blog! Super sorry about that!

Anyways, last night (9.2.16) was my First High School Football Game! (As a high school student at least!) I went to one last year in 8th grade for band night and it wasn't very fun.. But, last night was tons of fun!

Okay, so the original plan was that I was to meet up with friends from tennis. But, one of my tennis friends had to babysit her 7th grade cousin. And was mainly prioritized on her so, I kinda felt a bit left out. Then, somehow we kinda got separated.... #awkward. But, luckily I took the risk and went to the student bleachers section and found my long-time bff Calli there! She was hanging out with some of her friends (some I knew) and we all hung out together!

It wasn't as bad as I thought. There wasn't anything inappropriate happening at the student section- other than a few kids throwing their drinks around. :/ But other than that it was tons of fun!

We sat at the very top- cuz seniors get first row, then juniors, then sophmores, and the freshmen have to sit at the top. #reality And it was sooooo cold! Luckily my friends did their best to keep me warm. :) We basically talked a lot and I even met a few new people! :) Plus, we won!!! 14-0 :)


So yeah, not a very interesting post but honestly my life rn has been so stressful that night was just a great stress reliever, hanging out with friends, and cheering on my school! I was just so happy. :) I hope you guys are happy rn as well! And I hope I'll have a better blog post in store for you guys soon. Love you so much and I hope you have an awesome week! :)

xoxo,
            Naeun